Better Attitude :)

我决定了……
i'm gona show better attitude to my parents alr. i guess it rly will upset them if.. i continue MY WAY.

at least, i'll try to TALK in a better manner before ARGUING.
i hate to get into arguements with them then.. getting upset/regretting those words i used. most of the times, after a quarrel, i'll ignore my mother. which is damn bad.

why should i act in a rebellious/attitude manner when i've so much more to offer?!
well, i realised i wont argue over a point that will always stay the same anymore if i can help it. the conclusion is forever the same.

both papa and mummy are so happy today when..
i'm back to being the clown in the family, making them laugh again.. and hearing their usual comments of "you very naughty lei.." (it's sth i reject hearing for the past few days..) and i felt good, rly good.

well, by making an effort in showing better attitude also 不会死掉 right?!
except, i wont start being the better gal anytime soooooon. i'm fine the way i am, right now. :)

YOU KNOW?! :P